oh my god
went over alex's today. it was fun. he got me depressed and im wicked emo rite not. my thoughts are all out of order and i can't make sense of things and its not use talking to him about it because its impossibe to talk to him about anything that isn't about sex or without me yelling at him. i frustrated with so many things and in love with so many
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2) "because its impossibe to talk to him about anything that isn't about sex or without me yelling at him." then why are you keeping the relationship going?? this sounds exactly like me and chris. there was absolutely nothing left and he always made me feel like shitbut i was just trying to hang on to the memories of the past and the times when he made me happy. but he no longer did and it just had to end no matter how much i wanted it to keep going. "i feel like killing it befor it gets bad and ending the pain but i don't want things the end"
and thats what's happening with you and alex. yes you had fun with him and you were happy but now its just not working anymore and its falling apart. once youve started feeling like this, itll never go back to the way it was before, trust me. so dont hang on, itll only make it harder in the end. besides, if you end things on a good note, you'll be happier when you think back to the good times rather than always remembering the pain he caused you.
3) why didnt you call to talk?
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you always make things better for me rali ilu
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