UPDATE! WOOHOO!!!!
Hey y'all! Well then approx. 3 people that would read this.
Well I have been working on this whole feel better about myself, be happy thing since the 9th of January. And its working. Well it was.... So I have been happier and healthier and feeling better! BUt you can't expect a good thing to last forever... right?
So I was home on March 10- 19th and had a great time I hung out with some awesome friends and my awesome family. On the 12th, my extraordinary brother and his wife to be, did the SHAMROCK RUN in portland. It is a 5K, well that we did, and I hade a blast! I set a goal to finish it in a certain time, and I beat it! YAY! That was really exciting! I got a phone, FINALLY, since my other one decided to die, so if I dont have your number, GIVE IT TO ME!
On the 19th I drove my little self back to the glorious flowing wheatfields of PULLMAN WASHINGTON! So back to classes it was. Monday went pretty well, then tuesday I had a paper due, thursday I had a class discussion and friday I had a paper due and lab. Well my friday changed and two out of my four classes that day were CANCELLED! So no paper was due, no math class. I only had lab at 9 and music at 11. I GOT TO WATCH THE VIEW!!! So that was the school week!
Friday night AMY, ANNA and I went to subway for dinner and then to the movies to see FAILURE TO LAUNCH. It was hilarious! I loves. So after that AMY and I went out to a 21 run at ROCK BOTTOM, and to AGR's. We then decided to go home and sleep!
SATURDAY (TODAY) I had another race to do. Another 5K. I had to walk. It was raining, hailing, and snowing all at once. It was miserable. BUT, I havent been able to workout or anything.. Which leads me to my next point.
I am sick... AGAIN! I have a horrible rash, that hurts, that wont go away for 5-7 weeks, and the pain could last months to YEARS! FUCK THAT! I hate this. I went to the doctors because it spread, I thought it was a heat rash, but it wasnt. So I got a medication, and then the pain hit. I was in psych 333 and a stabbing jarring pain came to me, and I cried, in class, like a a little bitch. I HATE THIS. So I called three times and finally got a hold of my doctors nurse, and got pain meds. So how many pills do I take a day? 13. thats right. Monday it will go up to 15! WTF! I am only 20... Do I really need to take 15 pills a day just to live? I hate this!
Today was a pretty fun day. After the race Danielle and I made breakfast and watched a movie while laying in bed. I know exciting!!! Then I went home and hung out with Alex, and then we went to DQ and had hot fudge sundays. YUMMY! I am home and organizing my desk, and getting my life all organized. I DID SOMETHING FUN! I put 30 songs on my phone so I can use it like an MP3 player. I love technology!
Well... Tonight I am going to my friends 21 run, with ALEX and AMY and my house. I will only go for a little while. I need to sleep, and take care of myself. Tomorrow I have to write some papers, read, and have RECRUITMENT PRACTICE from 4-6.
So that was my latest update.. Trying to take care of myself, and learn that not everything in life will be great. You have to take every upside down thing and flip it. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe I am taking pain from other people, adn being the role model. I dont know. I need to at least say something to make me think that this is all happening for a reason.
Well thats all for me! Need to bathe and get ready!!!
Well I have been working on this whole feel better about myself, be happy thing since the 9th of January. And its working. Well it was.... So I have been happier and healthier and feeling better! BUt you can't expect a good thing to last forever... right?
So I was home on March 10- 19th and had a great time I hung out with some awesome friends and my awesome family. On the 12th, my extraordinary brother and his wife to be, did the SHAMROCK RUN in portland. It is a 5K, well that we did, and I hade a blast! I set a goal to finish it in a certain time, and I beat it! YAY! That was really exciting! I got a phone, FINALLY, since my other one decided to die, so if I dont have your number, GIVE IT TO ME!
On the 19th I drove my little self back to the glorious flowing wheatfields of PULLMAN WASHINGTON! So back to classes it was. Monday went pretty well, then tuesday I had a paper due, thursday I had a class discussion and friday I had a paper due and lab. Well my friday changed and two out of my four classes that day were CANCELLED! So no paper was due, no math class. I only had lab at 9 and music at 11. I GOT TO WATCH THE VIEW!!! So that was the school week!
Friday night AMY, ANNA and I went to subway for dinner and then to the movies to see FAILURE TO LAUNCH. It was hilarious! I loves. So after that AMY and I went out to a 21 run at ROCK BOTTOM, and to AGR's. We then decided to go home and sleep!
SATURDAY (TODAY) I had another race to do. Another 5K. I had to walk. It was raining, hailing, and snowing all at once. It was miserable. BUT, I havent been able to workout or anything.. Which leads me to my next point.
I am sick... AGAIN! I have a horrible rash, that hurts, that wont go away for 5-7 weeks, and the pain could last months to YEARS! FUCK THAT! I hate this. I went to the doctors because it spread, I thought it was a heat rash, but it wasnt. So I got a medication, and then the pain hit. I was in psych 333 and a stabbing jarring pain came to me, and I cried, in class, like a a little bitch. I HATE THIS. So I called three times and finally got a hold of my doctors nurse, and got pain meds. So how many pills do I take a day? 13. thats right. Monday it will go up to 15! WTF! I am only 20... Do I really need to take 15 pills a day just to live? I hate this!
Today was a pretty fun day. After the race Danielle and I made breakfast and watched a movie while laying in bed. I know exciting!!! Then I went home and hung out with Alex, and then we went to DQ and had hot fudge sundays. YUMMY! I am home and organizing my desk, and getting my life all organized. I DID SOMETHING FUN! I put 30 songs on my phone so I can use it like an MP3 player. I love technology!
Well... Tonight I am going to my friends 21 run, with ALEX and AMY and my house. I will only go for a little while. I need to sleep, and take care of myself. Tomorrow I have to write some papers, read, and have RECRUITMENT PRACTICE from 4-6.
So that was my latest update.. Trying to take care of myself, and learn that not everything in life will be great. You have to take every upside down thing and flip it. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe I am taking pain from other people, adn being the role model. I dont know. I need to at least say something to make me think that this is all happening for a reason.
Well thats all for me! Need to bathe and get ready!!!