Puzzling Perplexities
I'm gonna blog about my problems because all the cool kids are doing it. I'm 20 and a total mess. Sometimes I wonder if i'll ever wake up and feel content with life. It's not that I want so much, I just want a few things in particular that seem intangible. I'll start by sharing what I believe to be my greatest weakness, not only in this life, but in my past lives as well, Love. Love makes the world go round. Countries have gone to war over love. Now you're probably wondering why I said past lives. I don't know for a fact and probably never will positively know, but there is something inside me that feels very strongly about this life. I can't explain it so don't judge my ramblings too harshly (or you can because it doesn't matter to me either way) ::shrugs:: This entire life, as far back as I can remember (maybe 3ish) i've been a depressed child. Like the taste of rich dark chocolate, i've always desperately craved the sweet warmth of love to fill my soul. I've never felt like I belong here. I have this constant nagging feeling that I miss something, lost something, want something, but I just don't know what. It's almost as if my soul was recycled from a past tragic life and it hasn't gotten over whatever it is that happened. I can't think straight it's getting so late. To be continued...