I'm sort of with you in this. I always seem to know what is going on, but I've been less and less willing to get "involved". I hate this sort of business because it doesn't involve me, yet it seems to invade portions of my life. As far as I'm concerned, Erica made her decision and that's the way it is. I don't need to have an opinion about it because "it is what it is". Erica's a friend and I respect her decisions. Julie is also a friend, but one who has grown very distant - she hasn't contacted me in months - so I don't know what's going on there, but all I can do is take things for where they are right now and no worry about the rest. Sure, I could come up with lots of theories why things happen, but why? Will it change anything? Will I just be stirring the pot for my own enjoyment?
This has sort of been like a car crash on a busy freeway. You just want to get past it, but you can't help but look. Maybe one day I'll just be able to drive by without if even inciting a passing glance.
I just wish none of this had been brought to my attention in the first place. LoT is still my refuge from board BS - or it was. Oh well.
I care about all of the people involved, but I don't care to be part of whatever is going on. In that respect, I become selfish and choose not to surround myself with BS.
This has sort of been like a car crash on a busy freeway. You just want to get past it, but you can't help but look. Maybe one day I'll just be able to drive by without if even inciting a passing glance.
I just wish none of this had been brought to my attention in the first place. LoT is still my refuge from board BS - or it was. Oh well.
I care about all of the people involved, but I don't care to be part of whatever is going on. In that respect, I become selfish and choose not to surround myself with BS.
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