damn my self
i need to learn when not to talk about things that may upset somone even though i have no idea that it would yup i need to be psychic...ill just leave it at that.... and it keeps making life harder...but besides that im ok...i want to go to tommy's going away shindig as well..i hear its a friday and saturday thing...like an all weekend bash..kinda like mine...aww those poor souls going into the military..heh oh well..but i want to go and i will most likely bring cindy saturday night..i havent seen anyone in awhile....i miss you all...alot...things are actually going ok besides my job sucking...today it was slow and not doin nothing so i picked up a newspaper..my boss guy came by took it out of my hands and threw it in the garbage..and said no reading...thats crap i wanted to quit and also stomp on his face..i sit in a warehouse..and i cant read when im not busy bullshit and he rips the paper out of my hand like im a 10y/o kid..damn i was so mad..arrrgg..oh well i must find another job..and i must get drunk this weekend...its a must..i need it badly...lets hope for the best :).....ok im busy doing nothing so i will go. so long and goodnight
derrick
derrick