life
I want to tell you about my day but i cant stop these tears long enough to type it all out....all i have to say is tonight is one of the saddest times Ive ever had....life has taught me two things by this...one optimism is for the weak minded...and finally love will not fix everything as bad as i hope it does..it doesnt...but love lost is better than no love at all...and i agree i just hope we can eventually find the love i just lost.... thats why you could call me weak minded because ill never give up on it ever no matter what..i will hope everyday that we will be together tomorrow and i WIll always love her.....so with that i leave you all with this:
Waiting patiently,My mind forever wondering,
racing thoughts surround me,all actions remain only undetermined,
understanding everything but no wanting to,
my heart hurts me more as the days pass,
happily suffering to prevent her agony,
It will always be worth it, love is sacrifice,
give everything, for chance of nothing in return,
Keeping feelings locked away, Pain is my only hope,
but it is failing as i give it all away,
if only for a second, just one glimpse of her smile,
is all I'll ever desire.
So long and goodnight
Love
derrick
Waiting patiently,My mind forever wondering,
racing thoughts surround me,all actions remain only undetermined,
understanding everything but no wanting to,
my heart hurts me more as the days pass,
happily suffering to prevent her agony,
It will always be worth it, love is sacrifice,
give everything, for chance of nothing in return,
Keeping feelings locked away, Pain is my only hope,
but it is failing as i give it all away,
if only for a second, just one glimpse of her smile,
is all I'll ever desire.
So long and goodnight
Love
derrick