May 03, 2005 02:18
I KNOW THERE IS A LOT HERE TO READ, BUT READ IT ANYWAY, You will laugh...
I miss few people bunches(Summmmeeerrrrrr Time! -Fresh Prince), and many very little. I've started filtering out who will and will not be part of my life process... You know, the people you grow up with start to change into the people you die with. So many things are happening, and it's incredible that i'm only 19 and able to handle my life. By myself. Not the mother/father way, but the "Look at how many 30 year olds still live with their parents" kind of way. Things are looking up i guess you could say... The shows are growing lamer and lamer... the people, the bands... the "scene"... I mean, i could only imagine what this is like to an a-room kid(me myself being a post a-room kid). I mean, it must be horrible. I think i need to pull a "nu-metal" and just hitch a ride on this hardcore bullshit until it blows over and joins hanson and limp bizkit in the "God, that used to be really fucking cool" category. Until then i will keep looking for that perfect sound. You know, the sound that is somewhere between life altering and an orgasm. Perhaps a life altering orgasm? Hmmm. As of right now, that sound involves a Strings synth, and lots of sexually appealing lyrics. But that is only the start of a vast sound that will ultimatly consume my life in it's orgasm inducing, mind boggling, life altering warm fuzzy goodness. Orgasm. I've used that word alot for some reason tonight.
I like talking to christians about how dumb athiesm is, then dropping the bomb that i'm agnostic and watching the reactions. Usually their imediate(sp?) reaction is "Agnostic?"... followed by a "For some reason i now like this person less, for reasons that are still currently unknown to me because i have no fucking idea as to what being agnostic entails(sp?)"... by that time a new conversation about Psalms 4:20 has already started. That or everybody is holding hands and singing very loudly... not to meantion high pitched... "EAT BANANAS, B-AN-AN-AS" followed by mass convulsing and uncontrolled bowel(sp?) movements. Fun.(that last bit was a lie... kind of).......(ok, not at all). So anyway... I taken to not paying for things lately. Like some kind of "thing" just dawned on me that says "Paying 14 dollars for red eye shadow is a REALLY dumd idea"...hm, maybe it makes me a bad person, maybe it doesn't. Just another thing to add to the ongoing "Things i'm going to hell for" List. It's in between being bi-sexual and sodomizing a cow. Yea, i sodomized a cow...SO WHAT!?...*calms down*...
This old guy at subway today asked me "What's with the get up"...get up? I reply with... "I used to be a woman" and then walked away from a permenantly scarred old man wearing a fucking larry bird t-shirt.(This is where some smartass makes a reply of "Larry bird is the fucking shit man!"...go ahead whoever wants it)...anyway, i was amused by it. I just wanna get this one out there... Mike is hot. There is travis' spurting gay moment of the day *flails arms in air*...FUN. I need to learn how to do the worm. Do you guys realize how many akward moments and "Do something cool" moments you could solve all at once just by busting out a simple dance move, then claiming that a friend of your taught you that one day and that you really haven't sitting home alone for 3 months practicing in your living room inbetween Masterbation and online halo sessions. Mmmmm masterbation...which brings us back to orgasms. Girls have REALLY hot orgasms. Period. Hmmmmmm I want to go "play"...Cough Cough hint prod Cough poke Cough touch Cough shove Cough Cough...ANNNYYYYWAAAYYYYY...To anyone who has made it this far, way to go... and that there were alot of inside jokes and underlined sexual refrences made and that all of which should be recognized by the people the they are related to... If you think they may have been, but not sure? Email me at Llamadilly@yahoo.com.
In strict raver wannabee fashion...PLUR?...Errrrr I totally love you guys. Late. -Travis