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yet again..i've left ur house with the worst feeling..u'll nvr know wat i want..even if u know..u wont bother..but u wont know and understand anyways cuz u've nvr realised alot of things...things i really liked?wat i really wanted?how i really felt?have u asked me?have u bothered?i chose to forget bout things as each day passed putting them behind no matter how bad i felt..but it doesnt improve..and i'm in such a pathetic state that i can only whine here..jus here and no where no one else..no one will understand how i feel..cuz u will never know..