Trying hard to hold on..
mayb what i've always been tryin to say i havent been applying to myself..love myself more, try less hard, do lesser, feel lesser, ignore more and become an asshole..mayb things will be better in life..trying too hard holding on too dearly..hoping..idealing...its all useless..ppl wont feel it, wont understand it, wont help it, nor appreciate it..i need my lil peace of heaven..i wanna breakdown and ignore everything around me..i'm tired cuz no one knows it no one understands it..i'm always feeling all alone..esp when things stays long..eventually the good feeling will fade like it always does and leave me..and i'm gonna feel all alone again..
~Loveless~