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i dont know why..but i still end up coming back to whine and complain about life..havent felt comfortable these few days or rather week..both inside out..ankle still hasnt recovered..there's still a wall in our hearts..seems like the feeling between us is feeling like its stucked at that stage eversince the quarrels..why cant u understand and be reasonable enuf to know...how u talk about ur godpa bout iya give in abit..tolerating doesnt hurt..he's a old man afterall..why cant u apply the same thing to my mum?if its about family..i'm more against families that draw lines among themselves than families that dearly cling on to the relationship among eachother..u always say i'm all about myself..and i've nvr thought bout u..have u thought about..the way u care and think for me isnt the way i really feel and think?u said if u'd change for me..we both will feel tired after some time..what about every quarrel that no matter right or wrong i'm the one always gving in the doing things?wont i be tired too?i'm like always giving in and being the one to change so that u wont get tired and be urself..i know u dont stay home cuz of family problems..but mine is not exactly that same prob as urs at home..mine has a reason for me to be home..and for u to be with me home..without lines drawn or motives or biasness...why cant u understand?or u havent seen them clearly?u've set a standard or rather a wall against my family like u had to urs..but cant u see?u havent even felt them..u dont know them..u jus imagined them according to what u have experienced back then as a referrence to now..no matter what i say it jus seems to not get through to u..i'm beginning to get tired..i dont know how long i can take it anymore..but i will as long as i can cuz i chose and have loved u...
~Loveless~