I do not love but those that love me
My dad made a good point about livejournal. Why not just wear a big "KICK ME" sign if you're going to tell the whole world your innermost private thoughts. If you're not doing that, you're either keeping it superficial or you're lying in order to manipulate.
au revoit, one final time. I've cried enough tears inside and out. I'm tired of feeling everything around me, and not receiving a token of sympathy. A single sweaty tear wiggles its way down my face and splatters on my tongue. Your dead body resides in my memory. You are a tumor interred into my mind. I feel the sinking feeling of death within.
Well the Austrians hadn't abandoned me as I had first thought. We're still friends, and everything's fine.
So hopefully I will be able to go to Austria and Germany at least.
My sociology course is sucking, but it is easy at least.
Lately I've been running a lot of errands. Yesterday I had my car's oil changed and had my inspection updated. Wouldn't it suck to be pulled over for an invalid inspection sticker and go to the slammer for it? Good thing I got it fixed. I've been selling a lot of stuff on ebay as well, so I've had to mail out a lot of things too. Apart from that I've done a lot of housecleaning and yard work. My hands are raw from raking, and yesterday my legs were even sore, from doing such a menial task.
Aug. will be my 4th, yes 4th court date. I keep telling myself that if I had never met Linda I wouldn't be dealing with this now. But it takes 2 to tango, and I took part in my own self degredation with a little help from some "friends".
I'll spare anyone that reads this and myself any further ranting I want to do.
By the way, I had the most fucked up dream ever last night.
au revoit, one final time. I've cried enough tears inside and out. I'm tired of feeling everything around me, and not receiving a token of sympathy. A single sweaty tear wiggles its way down my face and splatters on my tongue. Your dead body resides in my memory. You are a tumor interred into my mind. I feel the sinking feeling of death within.
Well the Austrians hadn't abandoned me as I had first thought. We're still friends, and everything's fine.
So hopefully I will be able to go to Austria and Germany at least.
My sociology course is sucking, but it is easy at least.
Lately I've been running a lot of errands. Yesterday I had my car's oil changed and had my inspection updated. Wouldn't it suck to be pulled over for an invalid inspection sticker and go to the slammer for it? Good thing I got it fixed. I've been selling a lot of stuff on ebay as well, so I've had to mail out a lot of things too. Apart from that I've done a lot of housecleaning and yard work. My hands are raw from raking, and yesterday my legs were even sore, from doing such a menial task.
Aug. will be my 4th, yes 4th court date. I keep telling myself that if I had never met Linda I wouldn't be dealing with this now. But it takes 2 to tango, and I took part in my own self degredation with a little help from some "friends".
I'll spare anyone that reads this and myself any further ranting I want to do.
By the way, I had the most fucked up dream ever last night.