May 13, 2003 00:57
Love is kinda like a shitty game of chess when one player kills the other player's queen only to have their queen killed in the next move. It served no purpose and only caused pain.
Cradle of Filth is playing May 24 I think in the Engine Room. I'll be there. Kris and Rei should come. Gareth and Doug will be there I think.
I got a really nice present from Julie and Conor. I was surprised and am very grateful. Thank you!
While everyone else was having fun at the end of the semester I was in the hospital.
I've further been disillusioned by Linda's personality. I wrote her an apologetic letter and she never replied. I wanted to bury the hatchet with her but apparently she's just had enough with me, as if I was the problem. I will let things be, and I won't trash her anymore. But thanks for making me want to kill myself.
I met a girl that attempted suicide 28 times and flatlined 3 times only to be revived. I also learned that you can have people involuntarily committed for drug use.
I attended an AA meeting and realize I'm one of the healthiest people I know. I knew people with far greater drug problems. At least the people in AA seek help.
I am my own worst enemy, as are most others.