Apr 27, 2003 15:11
Since I've been high for the past 2 days, a few strange thoughts have been running through my head. I've been thinking that Linda is just an intrensically better person than I am. I am not being sarcastic or anything when I say this. Something is wrong with me, and her being better than me is what made
and I want her to know that
I truly believe I am a sad excuse of a man reduced to nothing and I suddenly can just focus on the shunning, and the rejection, and my worthlessness. And that I died in certain ways.