Ever felt alone even tho someone was right there?
I have had a bad week. Really bad... I have lost a friendship due to my bitchyness and now I never want to talk to anyone again when I am on my period. Ever been on birth control? It's like fucking crack. When your off it your a bitch, no patience, wanna rip your hair out. I feel guilty and it wasn't all my fault. I got pissed off because jessy posted a blog that could potentianlly ruin a relationship that could make ryan really really happy jessy never told me that his myspace was private that would have fixed the problem that I wouldn't have gave a flying fuck, but now he has deleted me off of myspace blocked my main aim off his...
It's been a shitty week waking up having to get catherine ready for school then her coming home and bitching every five minutes about something. A man that is like my grandfather is in the hospital just about dead.
Everyone is to busy to listen to me. I always have an ear for everyone, but when I need someone everyone is busy. I hurt I feel no one cares. I know billy cares, but why do I have 200 friends on myspace if no one really cares?
I just need to stop talking to people. That's all my journal will be the person who will listen to me. To bad it can't talk back..