I know where I stand...
I'm reading a lot more now thanks to babysitting. Which is actually kind of funny now that I think of it. I should be watching the children but I have my nose in books, all the fucking time. The TV is out which is the main reason why I'm reading I'm ashamed to say, but it's good because I need to read anyway.
Fight Club-done in 3 days
The Bell Jar-reading for the second time. Should be done by Saturday.
High Fidelity-bought today. Will start on Monday when I go back
Valley of the Dolls-once I find it, I'll buy it and read it when I'm done with High Fidelity
I had forgotten how much I loved leisure reading. All of my thoughts now are in novel form, really descriptive and obscure and always relating to some other experience I had before. It's weird though because even draining out the water in the Slip 'N Slide, I was explaining it to myself, as if I were a reader that had no idea how difficult it was to drain a fucking Slip 'N Slide. Maybe I'm just thinking in LiveJournal Mode...if that's even a mode.
But today I realized how much I really missed writing. I found my journal from 2005-2006 and I'm ridiculous. But at least I was writing. I stopped writing in here even and I forgot how much I really loved it. I didn't have an English class this past semester and I was barely writing any songs so I'm really rusty. It's just nice to get words out now.
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I need to buy a new journal. Too much has happened to pick up where I left off and I hate filling myself in because I feel like I'm only writing just to read it later, not really to vent or figure things out. I have about three unfinished journals because of that very reason. Too much happens, I crash, I slowly pick myself up, and then I get a new journal and start the process over. There will be one less name in the new one though I can assure you that. I won't talk about him as much. His name was on every page in that journal. I hated reading it.
So it's time to get a new one. A new journal for my new life.
Fight Club-done in 3 days
The Bell Jar-reading for the second time. Should be done by Saturday.
High Fidelity-bought today. Will start on Monday when I go back
Valley of the Dolls-once I find it, I'll buy it and read it when I'm done with High Fidelity
I had forgotten how much I loved leisure reading. All of my thoughts now are in novel form, really descriptive and obscure and always relating to some other experience I had before. It's weird though because even draining out the water in the Slip 'N Slide, I was explaining it to myself, as if I were a reader that had no idea how difficult it was to drain a fucking Slip 'N Slide. Maybe I'm just thinking in LiveJournal Mode...if that's even a mode.
But today I realized how much I really missed writing. I found my journal from 2005-2006 and I'm ridiculous. But at least I was writing. I stopped writing in here even and I forgot how much I really loved it. I didn't have an English class this past semester and I was barely writing any songs so I'm really rusty. It's just nice to get words out now.
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I need to buy a new journal. Too much has happened to pick up where I left off and I hate filling myself in because I feel like I'm only writing just to read it later, not really to vent or figure things out. I have about three unfinished journals because of that very reason. Too much happens, I crash, I slowly pick myself up, and then I get a new journal and start the process over. There will be one less name in the new one though I can assure you that. I won't talk about him as much. His name was on every page in that journal. I hated reading it.
So it's time to get a new one. A new journal for my new life.