May 31, 2006 17:06
how come i get so mad over this stupid shit?
even though i know everything will be ok in a couple hours
it hurts so bad right now
this has to stop
i cryed last night before i was relieved
i'm so unstable, i'm so happy at school then when i get home it just falls apart
i want to do so much
SOOOON
go to beach and six flags and oceanside and just pretty much get out of pasadena
i don't want to go to parties or shows
i'm over them
i want to do new things
no more shopping because i'm saving up for a chloe or balenciaga
just wish someone could understand the way i feel