MarC
marc marc marc! yea only he knoes wat i mean but well as every1 knoes mike broke up w/ me. i don't hate him n never will hate him because i'm not one 2 hate and also but i will always luv him as a friend even if rite noe i can't even think about him w/o crying. like in my moms car i was sitten in the back seat and i remembered how he was the 1st person to sit in the car w/ me n that was also the nite that we went to chell's housen i was like upset but not showen it but then i got home n turned on my computer n found that the bakground was of me n him at kissmasbash. i've found that everytyme i try to get ova stuff life juss throws stuff in my face. i realize noe how much i actually liked mike. and for all of u who had to sit there n listen to me cry i'm sry. i'm a mess and i'm not mad at mike for feeling what he was feeling but i am mad that he didn't talk to me more bout wat was going on. i did talk to him n we talked about maybe trying again but i can't. i don't think i would beable to go through this again. its gonna take me a long tyme to get ova this and if i it happened again i don't think i could b friends w/ mike. and i want to atleast b friends w/ him. but rite noe i'm juss so sick of this always being on my mind n turning around and seeing sumthen that reminds me of him.i had more on my mind but rite noe i'm jst 2 overwhelmed to think and marC is like spazing in my ear he keeps yelling at me 2 make coffe idk hes got add r sumthen but wat eva i juss wrote thats how i feel n i'll write more later but 4 rite noe i'm gonna go talk to marC cuz he makes me feel better even smile a lill
~*ktob*~