Apr 16, 2005 23:50
wow alot has happened since i last wrote
i don't feel like writing it all n i can't even remember most of it but there are a few things i want 2 get out.......
last nite was a disaster.... i'll b the bigger person here n say it...... i made my point n u had to go be stupid about stuff i don't knoe how i'm diff n i don't think i am i'm sry i didn't get 2 talk to u much but i was socializing w/ otha ppl n u should get ova that 1 thats no excuse fer wat u did. i was totally blindsided by ur anger n if u had a probelm u should have talked to me but u neva have be4 so i guess i couldan't rly expect that..... u made me so upset n u don't even care i'm glad our friendship means so much 2 u u have the balls to say i'm diff n act diff well wat u did last nite was diff.....totally diff from the person i once knew....maybe we're both diff but then we shouldn't act like we're fucken 5 n fite we should talk things out but i can't make u do ne thing but i will say that if ur who i thought u were we'll work this out n if we don't then i guess i didn't rly lose ne thing b/c i don't need sum1 who does that 2 me in my life....i knoe alot of ppl will read this n b mad but fer once in my life IDK.....i'm thinking about my happiness n not about others.... so u can comment b as mean as u want i don't give a fuck i'm done w* it all the drama n the non sense .........have a good life
~*ktob*~