Can't go on not lovin' you..
Busy the past few days...sorting out my life...figuring out who and what really matter, and who and what I should spend more time with.
Wenesday-Katelyn and Meghan came over..We had plans to go sleigh riding..just like all other plans, that got pushed to the side. Me and Ry went to Katelyn's all dressed like snow bunnies to go, and they were like..."uhhh" but it was okay, Kevin stopped by for a little..we were just shootin' the shit, then since me and ry were the ones outside the car, we got extrememly cold, and left..
Thursday-After school I took Katelyn and Sarah home from school, and then took them to work.. After that, I went to my hair appt. and then to my interview thingy at Price Chopper...oh yeah, by the way...I'm now a working girl =) After that, Ryan came over and we cuddled, talked ALOT..and I spilled so my of my heart to him, things I couldn't bare to tell anyone..He just held me, and made me feel so comfortable..I love him for that <3 He slept over last night, and I woke up during the night...I was realy sick, and I couldn't breathe..my throat and my nose were like blocked or something.. I had an anxiety attack..THEY SUCK!! There are very scary.. He got me through it though..It was a toughie. I got stop getting worked up over stuff..It's really not healthy for my heart =/
Today!- After school took Court and Kate up to Courtney's house..stopped at Ry's for a quick kiss, and then went to my house with Katelyn... After that, we went to Pro Nails, and got our nails filled..and I bought a fucking gorgeous bracelet.. I love it.. Then, me and Katelyn went to Daniella's for a bit to talk to a few people...lmao(Katelyn, your fucking physco! =)* Then I dropped Katelyn off, and me and Carmen came home and ordered wings...Ryan came too.. Now he is here, playing football with the sibling. We are goin out or something.. maybe to the movies or something like that..We'll see how things go.
So, things at school...eehh, can't complain I guess.. I mean people are still talking shit, but you'll have that.. Ryan talked me through that one too.. It doesn't even bother me really.. Let em' go. I think tomorrow night I'm sleeping up Ryan's.. My parents want the night alone...oooh la la!! Ewwww! I might puke, actually. LoL- Ahh, life is good for me right now.. regardless of who's talking about me..let em' say what they want.. Get it all out of your system.. really..I can take it! As long as I him by my side...I'm stronger than you'll ever know.
Well, Gotta get goin before it gets too late..*later
xo.
If I have you, I have everything!
Wenesday-Katelyn and Meghan came over..We had plans to go sleigh riding..just like all other plans, that got pushed to the side. Me and Ry went to Katelyn's all dressed like snow bunnies to go, and they were like..."uhhh" but it was okay, Kevin stopped by for a little..we were just shootin' the shit, then since me and ry were the ones outside the car, we got extrememly cold, and left..
Thursday-After school I took Katelyn and Sarah home from school, and then took them to work.. After that, I went to my hair appt. and then to my interview thingy at Price Chopper...oh yeah, by the way...I'm now a working girl =) After that, Ryan came over and we cuddled, talked ALOT..and I spilled so my of my heart to him, things I couldn't bare to tell anyone..He just held me, and made me feel so comfortable..I love him for that <3 He slept over last night, and I woke up during the night...I was realy sick, and I couldn't breathe..my throat and my nose were like blocked or something.. I had an anxiety attack..THEY SUCK!! There are very scary.. He got me through it though..It was a toughie. I got stop getting worked up over stuff..It's really not healthy for my heart =/
Today!- After school took Court and Kate up to Courtney's house..stopped at Ry's for a quick kiss, and then went to my house with Katelyn... After that, we went to Pro Nails, and got our nails filled..and I bought a fucking gorgeous bracelet.. I love it.. Then, me and Katelyn went to Daniella's for a bit to talk to a few people...lmao(Katelyn, your fucking physco! =)* Then I dropped Katelyn off, and me and Carmen came home and ordered wings...Ryan came too.. Now he is here, playing football with the sibling. We are goin out or something.. maybe to the movies or something like that..We'll see how things go.
So, things at school...eehh, can't complain I guess.. I mean people are still talking shit, but you'll have that.. Ryan talked me through that one too.. It doesn't even bother me really.. Let em' go. I think tomorrow night I'm sleeping up Ryan's.. My parents want the night alone...oooh la la!! Ewwww! I might puke, actually. LoL- Ahh, life is good for me right now.. regardless of who's talking about me..let em' say what they want.. Get it all out of your system.. really..I can take it! As long as I him by my side...I'm stronger than you'll ever know.
Well, Gotta get goin before it gets too late..*later
xo.
If I have you, I have everything!