Re: Thanks...simply_lovingOctober 16 2004, 12:55:19 UTC
Well .. the frist thing i did, was find the love in my heart to forgive him.. after that, it doesnt get much easier. the trusting part is the hardest thing. and sometimes thinking about it, doesnt stop. it's been quite a while and sometimes i still think about it.. but if you dont want to be obsessing over it, and well if you dread over it.. things wont get better between you two. If shawn taught me anything it was to let go.. so i let go, i forgave him, because i just loved him too much.. told him i trusted.. mostly. When shawn first came out and told me about it, we talked about it, cried about it. and well didnt talk much after that for a few days. it was so hard to look at him. But he has to Want to Make it work.. if he just says get over it.. there's not much there. but shawn wanted to work through it.. thats how we got through it. Cause it wasnt my mistake. You know, he needed to fix it, and i worked on my heart and trust. Honestly, it wont be easy, but if you have love for him and he loves you and wants to be together. Then it will definitly work out. But you cant do all the work to make it work... you didnt do anything wrong. If you ever need to talk, honestly dont be a stranger.. I really hope you feel better, honestly. and smile at him even though it hurts. <3
the trusting part is the hardest thing. and sometimes thinking about it, doesnt stop. it's been quite a while and sometimes i still think about it.. but if you dont want to be obsessing over it, and well if you dread over it.. things wont get better between you two. If shawn taught me anything it was to let go.. so i let go, i forgave him, because i just loved him too much.. told him i trusted.. mostly. When shawn first came out and told me about it, we talked about it, cried about it. and well didnt talk much after that for a few days. it was so hard to look at him. But he has to Want to Make it work.. if he just says get over it.. there's not much there. but shawn wanted to work through it.. thats how we got through it. Cause it wasnt my mistake. You know, he needed to fix it, and i worked on my heart and trust.
Honestly, it wont be easy, but if you have love for him and he loves you and wants to be together. Then it will definitly work out. But you cant do all the work to make it work... you didnt do anything wrong.
If you ever need to talk, honestly dont be a stranger..
I really hope you feel better, honestly. and smile at him even though it hurts.
<3
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Great Job if ya did..
And i hope your doing better. =)
Take Care.
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