Maaaaybee.....yur gonna be the one that saves me!
Heyy_You!
Woke up this morning, and the Saville's were here. We took my dress for the wedding to get hemmed then we hung out. After that we went to Jordan's soccer game. I guess Kyle Bell's brother broke his leg..The bone was sticking out and stuff...eeek...A bunch of people were there. Finn, Louie,Deprimo, and after the game Mike Green was there with Rae. I kninda miss that kid! I guess yu can say we were pretty close. I dunno, I told him everything and stuff..That was in like 8th grade. He hates me now though, but that's my fault. I suck! I wish we could be friends again....probably unlikely..all Ryan's friends hate me. But im sick of trying to please him. No matter what, I can never do enough..I give up! No worries.
*How many special people change..Where were yu when we were getting high...Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a canon ball.*Someday yu will find me caught beneath a landslide in a champaign supernova in the sky. I love that song!
Well, the bus ride to the game last night was dramatic..So things were said, expressed, and people even cried. It also kind of solved nothing..Like, no one felt any closure! I don't know though.. I think it's gonna get better now...::crosses fingers:: After the game, me, Karen, and Cindy went to the feild to meet the boys. I got Ryan, and we went to my house. We cuddled and fell asleep =)
I honestly want my life to be how it was in 8th grade... Like, everything was easier..Why do we have to grow-up? I hate it.. Like, I want ALL of my friends back! Every single one of them! Our whole groupy thing! I miss it...muchly.. Anyways, I am extremely bored. Ryan didn't sleepover last night cause he had to work this morning and stuff, but heleft superduper late last night. He's coming over tonight though, cause our parents have the cheerleading dance thingy to go to. I wish he was here now..I need to vent! I always ventto him, and helps me through it all.. Love yu dollface! Well, I guess I'm gonna go shower and stuff... Later <3
Special memories
*((xoxo_ash
dream a dream that never dies!*
Woke up this morning, and the Saville's were here. We took my dress for the wedding to get hemmed then we hung out. After that we went to Jordan's soccer game. I guess Kyle Bell's brother broke his leg..The bone was sticking out and stuff...eeek...A bunch of people were there. Finn, Louie,Deprimo, and after the game Mike Green was there with Rae. I kninda miss that kid! I guess yu can say we were pretty close. I dunno, I told him everything and stuff..That was in like 8th grade. He hates me now though, but that's my fault. I suck! I wish we could be friends again....probably unlikely..all Ryan's friends hate me. But im sick of trying to please him. No matter what, I can never do enough..I give up! No worries.
*How many special people change..Where were yu when we were getting high...Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a canon ball.*Someday yu will find me caught beneath a landslide in a champaign supernova in the sky. I love that song!
Well, the bus ride to the game last night was dramatic..So things were said, expressed, and people even cried. It also kind of solved nothing..Like, no one felt any closure! I don't know though.. I think it's gonna get better now...::crosses fingers:: After the game, me, Karen, and Cindy went to the feild to meet the boys. I got Ryan, and we went to my house. We cuddled and fell asleep =)
I honestly want my life to be how it was in 8th grade... Like, everything was easier..Why do we have to grow-up? I hate it.. Like, I want ALL of my friends back! Every single one of them! Our whole groupy thing! I miss it...muchly.. Anyways, I am extremely bored. Ryan didn't sleepover last night cause he had to work this morning and stuff, but heleft superduper late last night. He's coming over tonight though, cause our parents have the cheerleading dance thingy to go to. I wish he was here now..I need to vent! I always ventto him, and helps me through it all.. Love yu dollface! Well, I guess I'm gonna go shower and stuff... Later <3
Special memories
*((xoxo_ash
dream a dream that never dies!*