Aug 10, 2004 16:35
Just got back from babysitting.. Had practice today! We danced for awhile, then we starting painting our signs for Meet the Warriors.
Me and Cindy's sign is awesome.. It's sooo cute... We drew the Genie from Alladan, with a football in his hands, and he's saying :: show us yur magic::.. Get it.. genie=magic... lol... It's so cute! =)
Anyways... I am sooo bored right now.. I have lifting in 15 minutes. I don't think I can go, cause my dad is working, and my mom is sick =/ Oh well .. darn, I can't goo... I actually wanted to though.. It's cool.. I will just make it up.. I hate lifting at night.. It's kind of an inconvience.. I mean, it's alot easier right after practice. Oh well, what can yah do.. I wonder where Katelyn is? Hmmm.. I dunno.. I haven't seen her in awhile. It makes me sad =/ She doesn't seem to care.. what can yah do..? I try... It seems like she doesn't even care though.. Like, I wish things could go back to the way the used to be.. I miss being with her all the time, and I miss having her around and stuff.. Like, what did I do? I'd really love to know. I dunno, It pisses me off, that are friendship is basically gone.. She may deny it, but I feel it, and I mean, I'm not even considered one of her friends anymore, which is pretty shitty. I mean I love Melissa and Meghan to death, but honestly, they are the only ones that matter these days.. I'm literally by myself everyday of my life, and it's just a different feeling, cause I'm so used to being with her. I dunno.. It hurts my heart. I guess it will never go back to the way it used to be, cause if it was going to, it would have by now. Uhh.. I wish I can drive, maybe things would be different, cause since Meg got her licence, alot has changed. Nothing personal. I love Meg to death.. I just feel like a HUGE part of me was taken away.. I dunno.. I just wish I can be a part of what the them of them have now..
*Well.. I have to make diner
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