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[coconabanana]

Hurrr... Taking a risk creating this, but whatever... I'll hear anything out!

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're

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[coconabanana]

Dear anon,

Actually I am honoured to have you here pouring out all of that. So don't worry there. ♥

It'll be tl;dr respond by the way. =3=

Here's the thing, a person is never worthless nor unlovable.

I used to think that way too. Because real life sucked so bad. I was an angsty teen still trying to find my own identity (and I still am), I thought no one would like to be my friend because I was not that interesting for them. I was a jealous bitch, I always had negative thoughts over too popular and talented people. I had inferiority complex too. It sucked to be overlooked every time, right? I understand that feeling.

You may think that you have no talent, but you have it. Deep down inside and you still haven't found it yet. It can be any kind of talent. Believe me, but I never thought I had the talent to do anything but trying my hardest and best. The many talents that I knew now, I only found it recently. It is never too late to discover it.

Making friends is never easy. But you shouldn't try too hard if it hurts you in the end. Making friends should be fun and should make you feel you have found the right person/people who could be your friends. It's hard for me to make friends too, what with my knack for negative first impressions. That's why I don't really feel odd I don't really have that many friends (irl or online), much more 'close' friends. Remember, you never know when there will be someone who will become the friend(s) of your life. I am still searching, but I don't force myself to find them. It will take time.

And, well, you yourself know the thing you do well; read. But that's not the only thing. There must be some other things that you just don't realise you do better than others.

Try not to be overly pessimistic. I might sound like a hypocrite for saying this since one of the foundations that built me for who I am today is pessimism. But you'll grow out of it. I did grow out of it. It doesn't hurt to be pessimistic sometimes, but it also doesn't hurt trying to think and look outside the box, right?

Remember, you are never alone. I am here, right?

...this is why one should never pour their hearts out to me. I'll babble. I should've chosen psychology, not hotel management /sigh