Never Thought It Would Happen

[cocomonkey18]

She's right and I don't know what to do anymore. I thought it would be the same, I thought nothing would change. Maybe I was just lying to myself, telling myself what I wanted to happen. I didn't want us to drift apart..I didn't want to lose her...I dont wan't to lose her. It's just hard...hard to be here, hard being with strangers, hard missing my family...she's family. Hard to deal...deal with life, all the changes it brings, deal with changing...There's no getting around it, I've changed. I'm not exactly sure how or when or why...but I have. She see it...my father even sees it. I feel more confident and outgoing yet...in so many ways I don't like it. I want to go back to before. Before college...when everything seemed perfect. When I had everything I wanted, everything I never thought would even be close to my grasp...

For My Best Friend...who never let me fall...

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

For My best frind...who stayed true when I needed her most, whether I admitted it or not