Another Manic Monday...

May 03, 2004 23:25

Well, today was actually semi-normal. A normal day of school. Then stupid select ensemble rehearsal after school. Tried to sing my piece for senior solo and majorly fu**ed it up. I just couldn't get up there today. Whatev...that pretty much spoiled my day cause i hate it when my voice doesn't work. Sometimes i feel like my voice is the only thing i have that has a chance at actually taking me somewhere, so when it gets screwed up i get soo upset and i accidently snapped at tammy and i really didn't mean to. I just was very very upset. Anyway, after that i went tanning with Mel and ALo. I think i got a little darker. Its about time. I'm always so fu**in pale. i needed a change. Alisa is seeing imaginary tan lines and Mel is purple...lol.

OOO...i finally finished my Western Civ poster, now i just need to practice my oral presentation. I think i'll do fine. Its pretty easy to BS my way through. Tomorrow starts Crazy For You tech week. Theres a lot of pressure. I jsut don't understand why i can't grasp my lines. I try so hard. Hopefully i'll do better tomorrow. Oy, friday night (opening night) will be a doosy. My mom is nuts and is bringing like 11 people from her school (she's a teacher) including some of my old teachers. And some family is coming, and a few of my close friends are coming up as well. Its crazy, its gonna be like just a wild Greg-audiance. Too much pressure!

Other than that...life's just a bitch right now. Things get more and more confusing every day. People change their stories so many times and so often that i can't keep track of what page i'm on.
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