Dec 18, 2004 20:57
we got the internet at our house now. nicks excited cause its all super fast. yay. but not so good on my part. this is now nicks new gf. the upgraded beter new model of kandis. "hello fast computer good bye kandis" oh well. i got a new job. CVS. its pretty good. thing are looking up, soon me and nick will move out on our own. finally. cant wait. excpet hes not really liking his job anymore. hopefully it will get better after christmas. and i get a big check whenever income tax returns are. so i can give that to nick so he can finally drive. and stop being all sad and hating his life. i wish i could go shopping with it : ( oh well i just want to see him happy. i love you nicholas gene vasquez.
i miss tarny sooooo much. the OLD tarny. the one that just didnt give a heck about anything and was happy all the time. and stayed up all night with her, but made her super hyper and fun(for some strange reason). i miss seeing her everyday. i miss doing her eyeliner and straightening the back of her hair. and everythign about the way she used to be. now she just seems sad all the time. and cares too much about everyhitng. oh well. i still love you tarny.