So good to be home
I'm home but I feel like I'm not really home. I feel like I've left so much behind me in portland, and maybe I did. What am I running from? I left a lot of unfinished emotions in Portland and I guess I was hoping I could get away from them. Not foget about them, just get some space between me and them. This way I can see things from a distance and look at it from some other eyes.
I know now that I do need to find some idependance. I need to know that i can live on my own and still be happy. I don't need someone to make me happy. I miss being able to cuddle and kiss someone but i know that what I want most of all is loyalty and devotion. I've been burned before in both areas and I'm not looking for anything but those at this point.
So I'll just take it one day at a time and hope God will take care of me. So my buddy Luke said I should just be single and be like "yeah, I'm single, I'm cool." His exact words. I love Luke. Hey nonny nonny.
I know now that I do need to find some idependance. I need to know that i can live on my own and still be happy. I don't need someone to make me happy. I miss being able to cuddle and kiss someone but i know that what I want most of all is loyalty and devotion. I've been burned before in both areas and I'm not looking for anything but those at this point.
So I'll just take it one day at a time and hope God will take care of me. So my buddy Luke said I should just be single and be like "yeah, I'm single, I'm cool." His exact words. I love Luke. Hey nonny nonny.