Ashes to Ashes We All Fall Down
So it's been some time since I've updated. Sorry.
Anyway, So I've started dating Greg. That's kinda weirds isn't it? I leave San Diego in hopes of finding a new life outside the hustle and bustle of a materialistic suburbia. But what I end up doing is dating a guy who lives 20 minutes away from me in Carmel Mountain. I'm wondering if this is a sign that I should go back home? I really don't want to though. I mean, I've fallen in live with Portland. Life has really opened up for me to such a new degree- I don't even recognize the life I lived before these last two years.
I do miss home a lot. My family, I've come to realize, I can't live without. I miss Jessica and Lito. I miss my home; my comfortable bed; my cat and dog. I miss seeing the spot where I had my first kiss. I miss seeing the spot where I first started playing basketball. I miss so many things about the area where I grew up. Maybe I don't miss the people that I knew (i.e. Nick) because some of the people who stayed in Escondido haven't really changed much. They haven't grown up. I guess that might be expected from an underachieving school though. Most everyone finds work right out of high school.
I know that I've been extremely blessed with the family that God has given me. I can't really hope for more than what they've given me. I've been loved and taken care of to the best of my parents ability. Not spoiled, but not lest desolate either. My parents are still looking out for me too. What can I say...I'm still a poor college student. (snicker)
Well, I talked to Jess and she said that Nick broke up with Nicole. Ha, that seems kinda funny coming from Nick considering he cheated on Nicole numerous times before she even THOUGHT about cheating on him. What a hypocrite. Now he's dating girls that are 17 or something. By the way...he's 22. Whatever, now he's a total sketch-ball. I just feel so bad for him- he's had a tough life so far. BUt it's because he chooses to make his life harder.
Anyway, things with basketball are good. I'm super tired and can't move my legs, the trainer said that the best way to get rid of the pain is just to amputate them. I might go with that option. Our first game is on the 20th and I'm TOO excited to even describe the emotion. This season should be good- I hope.
Anyway, So I've started dating Greg. That's kinda weirds isn't it? I leave San Diego in hopes of finding a new life outside the hustle and bustle of a materialistic suburbia. But what I end up doing is dating a guy who lives 20 minutes away from me in Carmel Mountain. I'm wondering if this is a sign that I should go back home? I really don't want to though. I mean, I've fallen in live with Portland. Life has really opened up for me to such a new degree- I don't even recognize the life I lived before these last two years.
I do miss home a lot. My family, I've come to realize, I can't live without. I miss Jessica and Lito. I miss my home; my comfortable bed; my cat and dog. I miss seeing the spot where I had my first kiss. I miss seeing the spot where I first started playing basketball. I miss so many things about the area where I grew up. Maybe I don't miss the people that I knew (i.e. Nick) because some of the people who stayed in Escondido haven't really changed much. They haven't grown up. I guess that might be expected from an underachieving school though. Most everyone finds work right out of high school.
I know that I've been extremely blessed with the family that God has given me. I can't really hope for more than what they've given me. I've been loved and taken care of to the best of my parents ability. Not spoiled, but not lest desolate either. My parents are still looking out for me too. What can I say...I'm still a poor college student. (snicker)
Well, I talked to Jess and she said that Nick broke up with Nicole. Ha, that seems kinda funny coming from Nick considering he cheated on Nicole numerous times before she even THOUGHT about cheating on him. What a hypocrite. Now he's dating girls that are 17 or something. By the way...he's 22. Whatever, now he's a total sketch-ball. I just feel so bad for him- he's had a tough life so far. BUt it's because he chooses to make his life harder.
Anyway, things with basketball are good. I'm super tired and can't move my legs, the trainer said that the best way to get rid of the pain is just to amputate them. I might go with that option. Our first game is on the 20th and I'm TOO excited to even describe the emotion. This season should be good- I hope.