Ai yi yi...
I'm been really unhappy lately, but to really explain why would be really confusing. It'd be kinda hard for me to make someone understand what I'm feeling and anyway, I don't even want anyone to know.
Today was a pointless day. I stayed up till 2 a.m. watching Adult Swim. Funny stuff. I needed some laughs. But I was falling asleep all day and I was all cranky and ditzy and moody. Why can't I ever be happy for real?
I think Boston almost asked me out today. I dunno. I've kinda been looking forward to seeing him(( If you read this, Crystal, please don't tell!:'( )) and when I did finally get to see him at lunch, the boy was on crutches with a cast on his foot. For some reason I wanted to laugh. All lunch period he was bugging Crystal, asking her where I was (I was hiding from him in case he wanted to pop the big question) and she said that he said that he had something important to ask me. :-/ Then she said that he said that he had given up on me :)...:( I dunno. I don't wanna like him, cuz I don't want him to ask me to be his girlfriend. He's like one of the first guys to ask me(or almost ask me) and I don't know how to say no.
I'm not ready to date right now. I can't trust guys at all--something I just realized recently.
On a lighter side:
-Brandon found a dirty condom in an Chemisty book in 7th period today. I know, it's kinda gross, but I laughed when he said, "Mrs. Russell, someone's been loving your book for looooong time!"
-I did freakin fantastic on ALL my mid-terms. Yes, yes, YES!!! I was so relieved. Those dang things had me feeling mad stress and that was not good. Now all that's got me buggin is my PSAT scores that I have to go to the library and get with my mom on Thursday. It would be so embarrassing if I made a low score. I know I did. I guessed and skipped all over that standardized test.
-I screwed up my livejournal. Don't know how. I had tried to change the background and stuff, but somehow all the codes got erased. Bet this wouldn't have happened on Xanga!!! >=[
Peas out
I love you all
Today was a pointless day. I stayed up till 2 a.m. watching Adult Swim. Funny stuff. I needed some laughs. But I was falling asleep all day and I was all cranky and ditzy and moody. Why can't I ever be happy for real?
I think Boston almost asked me out today. I dunno. I've kinda been looking forward to seeing him(( If you read this, Crystal, please don't tell!:'( )) and when I did finally get to see him at lunch, the boy was on crutches with a cast on his foot. For some reason I wanted to laugh. All lunch period he was bugging Crystal, asking her where I was (I was hiding from him in case he wanted to pop the big question) and she said that he said that he had something important to ask me. :-/ Then she said that he said that he had given up on me :)...:( I dunno. I don't wanna like him, cuz I don't want him to ask me to be his girlfriend. He's like one of the first guys to ask me(or almost ask me) and I don't know how to say no.
I'm not ready to date right now. I can't trust guys at all--something I just realized recently.
On a lighter side:
-Brandon found a dirty condom in an Chemisty book in 7th period today. I know, it's kinda gross, but I laughed when he said, "Mrs. Russell, someone's been loving your book for looooong time!"
-I did freakin fantastic on ALL my mid-terms. Yes, yes, YES!!! I was so relieved. Those dang things had me feeling mad stress and that was not good. Now all that's got me buggin is my PSAT scores that I have to go to the library and get with my mom on Thursday. It would be so embarrassing if I made a low score. I know I did. I guessed and skipped all over that standardized test.
-I screwed up my livejournal. Don't know how. I had tried to change the background and stuff, but somehow all the codes got erased. Bet this wouldn't have happened on Xanga!!! >=[
Peas out
I love you all