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i really would love to be productive right now, but i'm starting to get distracted. i'm losing the focus i had earlier this year and i'm scared that it is because i am comfortable. maybe i'm assuming that shit is good and therefore i can rest on my ass and wait for good to come and meet me.
i know what i want to be doing. i know i love writing and dance because they are the only things that my mind can do simultaneously. when i listen to music i think dance. my body moves and i can't fully concentrate on whatever i may be working on at the time. but i can listen to music and dance in my seat and write and i feel so right when i get a chance to do this. i feel right as hell right now, though my chilling with live journal and i tunes while i should be looking for some kind of work to do since i'm obviously idle. though i technically have some work i could be doing like some reports that i have done a couple times before.
off to my explicit entry, lol...
paz