Sending my illustrations
So today I finally sent my illustrations for the contest... after long nights of ruining them and just thinking how bad they were looking and feeling miserable because of my complete lack of discipline I finally sent them... or should I say it? My cowardice didn't let me send more than one... I just hope that one is enough... I realize I don't have any chance winning the first prizes but I would just be content with a honorary mention or whatever you call that...
Oddly enough now I feel a lot better, I realize that maybe I was just too obsessed and all my insecurities didn't let me do a good job nor enjoy while I was doing it. Now I'm concentrating on what is next: going to San Francisco and fixing my life a bit since it has been a mess lately, I hope I can regain some of the discipline I've lost.
Anyway, I better stop writting and find a way to make this silly journal look less crappy :P
Oddly enough now I feel a lot better, I realize that maybe I was just too obsessed and all my insecurities didn't let me do a good job nor enjoy while I was doing it. Now I'm concentrating on what is next: going to San Francisco and fixing my life a bit since it has been a mess lately, I hope I can regain some of the discipline I've lost.
Anyway, I better stop writting and find a way to make this silly journal look less crappy :P