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So I went to a pub quiz tonight at a little bar in St.Elmo with a friend of mine and her friends who are all mothers (well mostly) and it just makes me stop and think that I have nothing in common with any of these people........at all. I want to understand but it's just..........impossible. I left before it was over. I felt terribly out of place. So now, I'm here online. alone.bored. really bored. a little drunk and refusing to admit that I'm lonely. At all. Now I FARK. I need to go to Atlanta before the month is over. Everything thing is seeming redundant. It's like I'm looking for and excuse to look for something or anything. I'm not a little drunk.....I'm rambling..........fuck..I'm really drunk.