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Thanks Kay love ya babe xox
*What is your most life-altering moment??. .When I moved countries and had to start a new life
*What is your biggest regret??. .Hate to admit it but SOMETIMES what is written above. .Jumpin the "Lets all go to College" bandwagon. .I was not thinkin for myself and I should not have gone because I think everyone can agree it ruined everything. .but then again everything happens for a reason so who gives a fucck I drank it alll away
*What is your fondest childhood Memory??. .Welll now theres a few my life has fortunately been pretti interestin. .when I was 5 my dad was headin this big award ceremony nite thing and I got awarded for bein the most beautiful girl in the room and he gave me a gold bracelet which STILL doesn't fit I'll never forget that just summit that sticks my father is rarely very proud of me. .probably off the top of my head my Year Six end of school trip where we got to abseil and canoe and shit and I won the award for best and fastest abseilin that kicked ass and are one of those precious few times I actually like my height hehe. .umm hangin out with my Brits my cousins, family & friends. .especially my Nan(L) and Ross I am most close to him I miss him so much some times its hard. .then theres Florida '97 wicked ass holiday can't even begin to describe those memories. .my French Exchange '00. .and anytime we hit France too for those campin trips down south. .
*What is your fondest life memory??. .Again a couple here fallin in Love for the first time even if it did almost literally kill me. .meetin a certain person. .Saskatchewan family wedding last year cos I realized alot of things about myself there it was a spellbinding event and the first time I believe I have ever been in the presence of True Love even my rents were happi for once. .Watchin all my friends graduate and not regretting bein a part of it findin where I belong here everytime we partied away til we passed out good times. .Halloween 2004 one that comes to mind. .Mardi Gras 2004 first time my breath was taken away. .when I went back home in Summer 2002 but nowt lasts forever
*What is your saddest memory??. .When I lost my Nan(L). .that was the saddest day of my existance especially since my rents wouldn't let me go to her funeral so I live with that grief now for the rest of my life. .or when Dad left to come here and we did not know the next time we would see him again that was pretti dammn harsh. .when we left the U.K the first time and had to come back since our flight was due to leave 3 days after the Terrorist attacks (originally THE DAY of the Terrorist attacks) that was extremely hard . .
*What do you want most in life??. .To be happi and bein REALLY happi requires having the elements that make you happi your perfect someone a successful career with substantial amounts of money and knowin the value of money. .to be remembered and most importantly havin friends you can trust and depend on
*What is your impossible wish in a partner??. .Commitment. .Men do not stay with me. .and somebody who will tell me the tRuth rather than LEAD ME ONN AND RESPECT ME AS A PERSON AND NOT A DOLL. .but it aint ever gonna happen so fucck it
*Who do you completely trust??. .Right now not a single person. .if I was in a better mood though I will say my Best Friend Shel and other really good friends which they're aren't many of since ppl are immature and won't ever grow up
*What is the worst thing anyone has ever done to you??. .Undisclosed. .make your own assumptions I don't care those who I told know thats all that matters
*What is the best thing anyones ever done for you??. .Told me what was really goin down before I would have made one of the biggest mistakes of my life + risked her own life too. .I once received a bunch of anonymous white roses again if this was you please tell me!!. .umm when I was goin through ONE break-up everybody rallied around to ensure that I was gonna be ok that was really niice. .anytime my gurl came to kidnap me from my demonish rents. .anytime I was taken care off when I was wasted outta my mind. .when a certain someone understood me and respected what I had to say. .if I missed something important lemme know cos I am runnin dry right now
If you could do one thing right now, what would it be??. .Your stupid if you don't know at LEAST one of the answers to this. . .just ask my audience
*Where do you want to be in 5 years??. .With a man and NOT a boi if they do in fact exist. .and it all depends on where college takes me when I go back in the Fall so your guess is as good as mine with my luck I could end up in some ditch
*If you could have one wish, a wish for anything what would it be??. .To have one perfect day in which EVERYTHING goes right. .to change your mind. .and a chance to rid the world of Racism
*What do you believe falling in love is??. . A farce. .A load of bullshit and agony noone should subject themselves to any longer it is suicide with an arrow through the fuckin heart instead of a bullet or knife I really should not be sayin these things but to helll with it. .Ok fine lets see fallin in Love is something that you can not keep a hold of nor control it just happens and when it does you couldn't care less about anybody else or if the sky was falling because all you can think of is that particular person and the Love you both share it is when you walk on air and float around like a feather you are in a trance a dream and you can't escape no matter what you do you want to spend every wakin moment with the person who makes you feel important like you mean something to someone you are compelled sucked in hooked sprung trapped can't get out . .feelin safe and content in their arms as if they will never let you go. .it makes you happi til the other person finds out then they drop you and you see who they really are no thats just me?? well aight then. .need I go on?? cos I don't want cos as I am about to fuckin HURL
*Does anything last forever??. .Sure does not
*And finally, What is total happiness to you??. .Didn't I already answer this??. .Finishin this . . fucck its put me in quite the bad mood. .ummrrmmm I think Love . . .#but that aint happenin for a while#. . . and being with my whole family
Anyhoodles yesterday was such a shitti day I am tellin ya got in a fight with mum she pulled her usual ridiculous bullshit which I do not feel like elaborating right now found out various terrible pieces of bad news re-discovered my deep hatred for M.E.N. .so ya know nothin too new and then Mike Lindsey and I had to be pulled out down that road by Mac Island there we had to get Scott and Shaun to help us out and I feel awful cos they had to work in the AM Mike is prob so screwed .. still owed money. .got to go out ONCE and it blowed apart from rockin the Cowboy hat hehehe. .fed up with all these ppl gettin lust fueled crushes on me I have had enough of the temptations therefore I turn to Chicken Chocolate and Iced Tea but not all together though. .so yea life sucks balls however I am off for 2 days now *smiles* yaya so the Easter bunni can lick my right Camel Toe. .ohh the fucked up shit that rears a HEAD (geddit??) when we play Sociables. .I make no sense and thats the way I like it
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