Oct 22, 2005 23:15
i havent posted on this thing in forever. but tonight i cant sleep and have nothing better to do. i have to work in the morning but what can i do? i hate work, it sux ass and everyone thats kewl and i talk to are quiting cause our shift managers are bitches!!!! i hung out with jd robbie and this kids whos name i still cant remember and this guy james that used to work with me (he quit) but other then that its all the same shit over again.
Why arent you here
Do you not see how
much i need you by my side
where are you that
you cant speak to me now
i shed these borken tears
filled with blood and lies
pain and lost hopes
i need you to help me
and guide me back to "safety"
I need to make it through
but it seems as if i cant
i cant do it all alone
i need my friend
my shoulder my lover
I need you yet you dont know it
this is all to familar to me
i can feel the blade again
yet no ones here,
do they not care
its all to real now
as i lie here, broken and dead