Lost
I'm lost, and i give up on trying to be found or unlost. I dont want to be found anymore, I want to stay lost for as long as i can because if im lost then i will eventully go numb to the feelings that are there. And if i become numb then i cant hurt. The pain, the emotional pain is becoming pyhsical LITERALLY. MY HEART IS BREAKING. IT HURTS REALLY BAD. Not like in the OMG i need a docter pain, but pain that is real and reflex my emotional pain. For the past week i have sounded so damn emo. so sry to those whos Friends page ive been spamin, i still love yall. Love to those who matter, im going to be lost for a lil while longer