I'll let you get the best of me
i cant remember the last time i got butterflies in my stomach over a guy. it was at least 2 years ago. this guy jed... wow. hes so awesome. our personalities mesh so well, theres just one problem. im like an inch taller than him! that reeeeally bothers me, but o well. if i like him enough i can look past that.
last night he bought some food and picked me up and we went to the park and had a little picnic type thing. it was the cutest thing. in the movies i see guys opening car doors for girls, but i have never actually had a guy do that. he opened my door for me to get in and out! i was freakin out! hes so sweet. hes never been drunk or high. i need someone like that, but i dont wanna corrupt him. i tend to have that effect on people.
he lives in my neighborhood, hehe. that works out good. he lives in amber bay and i live in ruby cove (right next to each other). i really wanna like him, but then i dont. im tired of getting hurt. i havent tried to get into a relationship in about 6 months. thats the longest ive been single in like 3 years. i dont know if i should open myself up to him or anybody else for that matter. ill let him get the best of me... and then he'll be gone. teenage relationships always end in sadness-well, at least mine do. my ex and i were together for a year and 3 months, and my ex before that i was with for 9 months. i just dont know if i wanna be single for ever or try looking for a guy.
i always thought there was no such thing as a nice guy in FL, but ive found one. hes extremely nice. he wants to hang out tomorrow, but i duno?! should i? i need some feedback here people. i wouldnt mind getting closer to him, but i just know that something bad will happen in the end. like he'll move far away or something. so if anybody has any suggestions feel free to let me know. im lost. I NEED YOUR ADVICE!
by the way... i think my mood (energetic) looks more horny than energetic, haha, it really does...
last night he bought some food and picked me up and we went to the park and had a little picnic type thing. it was the cutest thing. in the movies i see guys opening car doors for girls, but i have never actually had a guy do that. he opened my door for me to get in and out! i was freakin out! hes so sweet. hes never been drunk or high. i need someone like that, but i dont wanna corrupt him. i tend to have that effect on people.
he lives in my neighborhood, hehe. that works out good. he lives in amber bay and i live in ruby cove (right next to each other). i really wanna like him, but then i dont. im tired of getting hurt. i havent tried to get into a relationship in about 6 months. thats the longest ive been single in like 3 years. i dont know if i should open myself up to him or anybody else for that matter. ill let him get the best of me... and then he'll be gone. teenage relationships always end in sadness-well, at least mine do. my ex and i were together for a year and 3 months, and my ex before that i was with for 9 months. i just dont know if i wanna be single for ever or try looking for a guy.
i always thought there was no such thing as a nice guy in FL, but ive found one. hes extremely nice. he wants to hang out tomorrow, but i duno?! should i? i need some feedback here people. i wouldnt mind getting closer to him, but i just know that something bad will happen in the end. like he'll move far away or something. so if anybody has any suggestions feel free to let me know. im lost. I NEED YOUR ADVICE!
by the way... i think my mood (energetic) looks more horny than energetic, haha, it really does...