FUCKING BULLSHIT
my hand is throbbing... it feels like i have a heart in it or something. it keeps thumping. i got a little angry and puched my wall really hard. i turned on some slipknot because it usually helps calm me down, but i lost it. my dad is the biggest fucking prick. he smokes so much weed he cant remember shit. last friday jamie and me were here at my house talking to him about the incubus concert. he said i could go just as long as i kept on doing good. i got my interim and i got straight a's. jamie forgot it was her dads bday on the same day as the concert, so she cant go anymore. so me and joey were gonna go, so ill call him up 2day and he was gonna go to the bank and come get me so we could go get our tickets. but what does my dad do? he denies ever having the conversation about incubus. and when i proved him wrong he retaliated by saying i cant go because its on a skool night. when he KNEW that it was on a skool night and he was ok with it in the first place! hes so fucking gay! now joey has to find somebody else to go with cuz im a little fucking kid who cant do ANYTHING because her daddy doesnt want her to have any kind of fun, especially on a skool night EVEN WHEN IM GETTING STRAIGHT FUCKING A'S!!! AHHH!!! GOD DAMN IT! im freaking out! this shit pisses me off. i HATE letting people down. when i say im gonna do sumthin i like to do it. im sorry joey. i no im gay, but if i could do something about it i would. dont be mad at me... i feel horrible. u were already on ur way to the bank and i had to call u with that bullshit... IM SORRY. blahhhhhhhh.