long time

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Well i haven't posted in about 3 months.... lots has happened lots has not but yeah. I'm home for spring break to hang out w/my pops since the moms left the day after xmas and recently got her new apt. So none the less my dads been a reck here and there calling me on the phone hysterically crying. Not fun to listen to. Tension around the house is better since mom isn't here but theres just something lacking greatly and since the titter on senior night we haven't really talked or seen each other so yeah things are weird. I didn't get invited to eat dinner at her place although my sister said i was I heard nothing about it so my dad and I had hamburger helper i kinda messed it up by trying to add more rice to it....He had another one of his rough days again today after a mutual friend went to her apt to talk to her to be like WTF. She told him that my dad just needs to move on he won't b/c as he says he still has a "conscious" and won't do anything till anything is final and doesn't understand that if she wants him to move on then she needs to make a decision which is true. If she doesn't wanna be w/him then she needs to fill out the divorce papers and stuff. I dunno its just weird and hard and I never know exactly what to say. I don't know really about anything lately. I'm ready to just throw things away and see what happens and who and what i need. Still don't know if i'm Gradumatating in the spring of this yr or next. I could do it now but then what would i do next yr....

Well at least I get to get a new Jav-a-line...pending I find out and let nick know....