Dec 06, 2007 01:22
On being OS...
-it has been said that the majority of those who do not work in production inbetween being an AOS and OS fail at being an OS
-Brenda thinks the natural progression is AOS > APS > OS and so on
-maybe I'm not even good at being an AOS... customers think I'm rude, TMs think I'm brash... what have I gotten myself into... oh my...
-I want this. I think (most of the time) that I am half way there
-it is four times the responsibility
-Meesh was OS > I don't think she ever worked in production nor do I think she failed.
-everyone is telling me I should do it (TMs, Maddu, Rehanna, Dan, Tyler etc.)
On being APS...
-how can I tell people in production what to do when I have no idea what they are doing myself?
-I'd like to learn more about it but I don't think that anyone is willing to teach me
-I've never been good at any production tasks I've tried my hand at...
-failure seems very likely
-I would want to learn how to do everything before I got into it (aka learn, mens lines, ladies lines, housewares, books, bed and bath, jewlery etc.) but I doubt there is time
-Two of my best friends (aka Nick and Tyler) both want this job... doesn't seem fair for me to get a job I don't even want when they both do
-I am going to have to learn production eventually
-do not want to strictly a store APS
-I would have a chance to give reviews to a bunch of people that deserve it
-I know OPs reviews would be ignored
On boys...
-I like this boy
-he is a park ranger (when the season is right)
-he told me that he adores/likes me
-I have not heard from him in a while
-I don't know if I should risk being shot down and randomly call or message him...
-Nick says this one would be a dead beat bf
-I adore Nick
-we are too good of friends to ruin it now