Trouble in paradise...
I don't know how to talk to people... I've said it before and I'll say it again... My social skills are lacking... people take things I say the wrong way all the time... I'm a lot less serious than I think many people see me to be...
I just don't know how to change it... I don't know any specific examples... I cannot change what I do not understand... I am not willing to walk on eggshells to please someone else... I tried so hard to be the kind of friend that Martine wanted or needed me to be and I could not... I don't want or maybe even care to change myself to please someone else not if they are not willing to explain it to me...
People who are overly sensitive and me do not and probably cannot mix... and I give up...
Maybe I am simply talking to people the way that they talk to me...
This may be the end. and oh fucking well. I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm a bitch. oh fucking well.
Maybe I just don't care.
I just don't know how to change it... I don't know any specific examples... I cannot change what I do not understand... I am not willing to walk on eggshells to please someone else... I tried so hard to be the kind of friend that Martine wanted or needed me to be and I could not... I don't want or maybe even care to change myself to please someone else not if they are not willing to explain it to me...
People who are overly sensitive and me do not and probably cannot mix... and I give up...
Maybe I am simply talking to people the way that they talk to me...
This may be the end. and oh fucking well. I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm a bitch. oh fucking well.
Maybe I just don't care.