Oct 10, 2005 13:25
I was talking to my mother-not always the best thing to do when we're both upset about something similar. In particular seeing my father. The damn has burst. I was crying for a good hour. I mean that doesn't happen very often-me crying-so crying for a full hour is kinda a big deal to me. I don't know, it had kinda built up over the weekend. I mean on every other sunday I take care of other people's kids for them and teach them a game-they kinda keep me in their family for a little while especially the ones I get close to. I mean, it's so odd how much kids trust without cause or reason. I was like that once. I guess it's kinda a good lesson to learn early not to trust people unless they earn it, but to learn that with your own father isn't really something I would recommend for future generations.
Anyway, I've spent almost 4 days with my baby and he hasn't gotten on my nerves yet...it's amazing. Miracles happen every day. I mean I can only spend one day-less then-and my brothers are getting on my nerves. I have a headache...gotta go.