Dec 06, 2003 04:29
Dedication to miri,
From time to time, I will sporadically dedicate a journal entry to a specific friend who has influenced my life in some way or form. And today I chose you, miri!
Weelllllllllll, I met miri Lee through a good friend of mine, named chris. Anyway, I still remember the first time that I met you. You were sitting on Francis’s bed one night and I had just returned from an orientation from the children’s hospital. I still remember walking in and thinking, “who is this, jen?” (jen= one of francis’s friends that use to come by our room.) Anyway, you appeared very studious with your thick Gucci glasses (kinda emo, lol). Your hair was wavy, not sure what it is called when a girl puts creases in their hair. Anyway, I said hello but I kept it short cuz I was tired and lisa was asleep on my bed, in which I woke her up by slamming her with my pillow and pulling her off my bed. lol
Anyway, I didn’t become close to Miri until the spring semester of 2003. I am not sure how it happened but it did. We had dinner with Lisa and we ended up talking about various things and you persisted on finding out why I didn’t have bitch. lol. I eventually told you why, which automatically made you a close friend of mine since I was dealing with various shit during that time. ANYWAY, I enjoyed your energy cuz you did have that san diego thing going on, sorry to say it but you did lol. (I can hardly tell now. lol)
So we ended up talking on various occasions and every time that we did, I opened myself up to you a little more. I am not sure why I did it, but maybe it was cuz 1) you forced it out of me, lol 2) I got the vibe of trust. You know I sense the positive and negative shit in people. We did a lot of shit together, from going to the casino in the middle of the night, studying all night and becoming delirious at heller, battling on the dance floor while drunk (unforgettably shit, lol) and much more other stuff that I am too lazy to write.
The point being is that I just wanted you to know that I am extremely grateful for our friendship and always being there when I needed you. From the talks with psychics on telegraph (“In Jesus name I ….” I forgot how it went, lol) to the time you sang and played the piano for me during a very stressful time, I would like to say thank you! There is no doubt that you were “an instrument from god” who helped and guided me through a difficult time in my life. I wanted to make it clear and let you know that what you have done for me not only helped me during a hard time but continues to help me with my “adaptive” life. And believe it or not, you did help me become closer with the holy one and myself. You were also their to listen and give helpful advise in stupid situations that I would put myself through.
Overall, I thank god that you came into my life the time that you did, cuz without you I am not sure what I would have done. lol So yeah, keeping on going strong on pursuing your goals and remember that you have already made a differences in the lives of several people, who are probably just as grateful or even more grateful for your presence.
OK enough of tossing your salad but I have to study for fucken finals. (You love how I always ruin the mood by throwing in something odd, lol)
Ok self expression is over, g2g study
Peace