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so every so often a night comes around which may not be able to be construed by traditional terms to be "good" cuz maybe some fucked up stuff happened, but maybe it made you think, and maybe it made you realize the power of a clear mind, and maybe it made you realize that there's a whole lot of people who have stuck with you through some pretty fucked up shit. and maybe you realize that of all the people in your life these are the ones who really matter. cuz there was nothing that made them stick around, and it probably would have been easier for them to forget you ever existed like so many people did.
So in a last ditch attempt to let people know it really mattered, to petra my oldest friend, and jim and steve and mary, who have influenced me endlessly. andrea,sophie,lauren, and jo, who although i may not have been as close to as i could have before it all went down i couldnt be closer to now. and people from sinclair who remember i'm alive and care that im breathing. and everyone else that offered help and support. and all those i have yet to regain contact with.
whatever you did for me, (in most cases it was alot) it helped, and in 17 days itll all be over. which is the most relief ive had in the past 5 months. i love you all and this should probably be the last depressing court related post ever. but i promise nothing. oh yeah and one more thing......
fuck the po-lice.
So in a last ditch attempt to let people know it really mattered, to petra my oldest friend, and jim and steve and mary, who have influenced me endlessly. andrea,sophie,lauren, and jo, who although i may not have been as close to as i could have before it all went down i couldnt be closer to now. and people from sinclair who remember i'm alive and care that im breathing. and everyone else that offered help and support. and all those i have yet to regain contact with.
whatever you did for me, (in most cases it was alot) it helped, and in 17 days itll all be over. which is the most relief ive had in the past 5 months. i love you all and this should probably be the last depressing court related post ever. but i promise nothing. oh yeah and one more thing......
fuck the po-lice.