May 18, 2005 11:14
I have recently discovered that some people think they can just walk all over you and think that you wont care... well sorry hun but im not your fucking doormat. If your reading this,which im sure you are, i want you to know this../. i am very sorry... for the months ive wasted, you are VERY mean! and honestly i have a strong disliking for you right now. i dont hate you but thats only because its not worth the time. i cant believe that you of all people would do something like that, something so heartless. i dont know the reason for doing what you did and you dont seem to either.
Anyway.... hmmmm it seems to me that you didnt feel to bad about what you did, i mean what was it and hour or so AFTER you broke up with me?.. yeah real classy buddy. Well ive been thinking and i dont think that any girl or guy in their right mind would take you back or forgive you at that. So my final answer to you is this, No. and everyday when you wake up and see yourself i hope it kills you to know what you did. I do still want to be friends if your up to it but nothing more. Consider yourself lucky.
Moving on to WONDERFUL news ....
I got suspended on thursday 10 min. before school got out because I "slapped" Greg. Frankly I couyld care less because I was only grounded friday for the language I used. So i got a 5 day weekend. eh whatever....
Saturday we had the bridal shower for Steph. it was cool. she got good stuff and there was AWESOME cake! *woah slow down fat ass* then Erik came and picked me up, we watched Dawn of the Dead and went driving around and he played video games and all that jazz.
Sunday.. FUCK SUNDAY... =)
Monday.. Fuck that day to. BUT Erik did break his hand =( and we won our softball games. Megan played both games i was only there for one. but we won both!
Tuseday i went to the library got some movies and went shopping.
.. more later...
<3 ashley
Xavier I MISS YOU!