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Dec 31, 2005 03:14

why may I ask was this all a lie?
honestly, it was getting to the point where i was just about to believe him.
luckily I didn't.

Bdizzle: OK .. myspaace, i told my really good friend ryan, in a jokingly manner, that he looked orgasmic in a picture... and I get this 2 hour bitch-out about how it's disrespectful and i'm a fucking flirt and all this bullshit.
Bdizzle: whatev, he got over it.. some way or another brooke got a hold of kyles' password and went on his myspace only to see a message from him to a hot chick... 'hey beautiful, what's going on? talk to you later. kyle write back
Bdizzle: .. ooh the smiley gets me everyf ucking time
maggalette68966: omg
Bdizzle: so at 6 in the morning he comes to pick me up so we can 'hang out all day' and cuddle together, well we end up bitching the hell out of each other.. come to find out, he thought it was just a nice thing to do and he was trying to be polite, and we're even, and he doesn't even know the girl.
maggalette68966: what a bastard!
maggalette68966: orgasmic and hello beautiful are TWO different types of words
Bdizzle: I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bdizzle: omg.. beautiful---- emotional! it means more than 'orgasmic'... especially him not even konwing her and i've been friends w/ ryan for a better part of a year.
maggalette68966: he's so retarded i hate him
Bdizzle: me too! but you're going to love me when I you hear what i did. but there's still more things to hate him for...
maggalette68966: ok
Bdizzle: once again, password abuse.. (oh yeah this message thing, she wrote him first saying we should get together for 'drinks' haha he's 19 or coffee but she lives in illinois i guess oh yeah this happened two weeks ago.) Then i see in his mail a confirmation email from some dating website... the confirmation email came the 26th of december, 4 days ago. Granted he hasn't made a profile yet or whatever, but still. 4 days ago he said I was all he needed and He didn't want to be w/ anyone else.
Bdizzle: ok, now I can say that I think there might be better, but I'm not out looking for someone better... thank you.
Bdizzle: but he can lie to me and say all this shit and fucking look for better.
maggalette68966:
Bdizzle: but he doesn't know i know that..
maggalette68966: there is no better brooke fucking murphey!
maggalette68966: if i were kyle id be like in heaven wit u
Bdizzle: THANK YOU! <33 haha
maggalette68966: BUT NO KYLE IS A BASTARD !!
maggalette68966: <3 u more!
Bdizzle: i know.
Bdizzle: ok but the fun started tonight...
Bdizzle: We went to rock n bowl tonight w/ ... kelin(kyles brother), Candace (kelins' gf), Kory (kyles brother), Pat, and Alex.
Bdizzle: ok well first it started off w/ kyle being all pissy then we started playing 'hard to get' game but really i was just being pissed at him w/ out ruinning my night. which happened anyways.
Bdizzle: so the whole time he's being a dick head and calling me all these names and being just fucking mean.. but i got over it... BUT THEN he stands there and is whispering in my ear that I should go kiss Pat, because brooke wasn't holding back, she was flirting w/ PAt because pat is an easy target.
maggalette68966: hmmm
Bdizzle: so the hwole night he keeps coming up and saying i should make out w/ him and suck his dick.. so at one point in the night i grabbed Pats' ass and I was flirting w/ him and pushing him and talking to him and Pat asked me, Do you love kyle? I was like maybe.. and he's like, no you love him... and I go, maybe tomorrow when I'm drunk I'll love him. I was so pissed and kyle thought it was all a game.
maggalette68966: lol!
maggalette68966: kyle is so retarded
maggalette68966: it cracks me up
Bdizzle: Then I was talking to Kelin and kyle comes up and whispers in my ear, oh yeah I bet kelin likes that too, but prolly not as much as pat... while he says this my eyes get all huge and I have this defense eye roll look on my face and kyle can't see me but kelin can and kelin goes, why are you guys always pissed at each other? I wanted to be like uh because kyles' a fucking ASSHOLE.
Bdizzle: Then Kelin, knew I was pissed so he came and sat in front of me and winked at me then ran and I laughed and Kyle tried to do it and i just rolled my eyes and he's like oh yeah you like kelin now.
Bdizzle: THEN
maggalette68966: OMFG
Bdizzle: I TOTALLY saw Kyle checking out Candaces' ass and like he was all whispering in her ear and being close to her and giving her high fives when she got gutter balls
Bdizzle: but when I got gutter balls it was oh yeah you suck fuck you
maggalette68966: >.<
Bdizzle: then like i knew kelin saw it too because kelin started like always being on Candace and kissing her and holding her, but did this stop kyle? no he kept standing real close to her and kept asking kelin if he could smack her ass and all this bullshit like running up on her while she was bowling.
Bdizzle: so i went over and started flirting w/ Pat somemore.
maggalette68966: oh my lord brooke
Bdizzle: Then this fucking asshole guy who was drunk of his ass came up to us because he knew kyle and goes 'you're a lucky lady' and shook my hand and then said ' you treat him well' i wanted to cry... no you know what I wanted to fucking drop kick kyle right there and slam his teeth into the back of his head.
Bdizzle: so i made him take me out to dinner at 2 in the morning.
maggalette68966: lol
Bdizzle: and tomorrow everyones' coming over again and I'm not holding back. I think I might end up making out w/ pat or someone... I don't even care. because I CAN NOT believe all the shit he's putting me through in the past 4 days. I told him i was a heartbreaker and if he thinks I changed for him, he's wrong. I'm going out w/ a bang.
maggalette68966 has accepted your invitation to start photo sharing.

maggalette68966: wow
maggalette68966: thats deep
Bdizzle: oh man, I am so pissed, but I'm keeping my cool so I can FUCK him over.
maggalette68966: thats good
Bdizzle: yeah, it's moments like these where brooke thinks... Thank the lord i didn't have sex w/ him
maggalette68966: he's such a pussy
maggalette68966: yea
maggalette68966: omg!
maggalette68966: you look so good
Bdizzle: no i think that's his game, to play the sensitive bullshit and when I didn't take the bullshit he didn't know what to do.
Bdizzle: that's what i looked like at the bowling alley. I def. heard guys talking about my ass too haha it was great
maggalette68966: you look so... good
maggalette68966: i miss you
maggalette68966: is it a black day when we get back?
Bdizzle: thank
Bdizzle: yeah
maggalette68966: damnit
maggalette68966: i dont see you on bd's
Bdizzle: FAGGOT look at him, he's so fuckign queer.
maggalette68966: bleck
maggalette68966: fuckin huge nose
Bdizzle: like seriously he was all -oh yeah this is turning me on us playing hard to get- i was like.. YOU MAKE ME WANT TO VOMIT.
Bdizzle: that looks cool.
maggalette68966: yea it does
Bdizzle: haha
maggalette68966: lol
maggalette68966: LOVE IT
Bdizzle: i do this every fucking time, I think I'm gay for not being in a relationship but every fucking relationship proves to me that... I don't need a guy to make me happy.
maggalette68966: LOL THAT SHIRT RULES
Bdizzle: the only thing I feel bad about for wanting to break up w/ him... is his family. like i love his mom an dhis brothers are cool and all but god i can't stand kyle anymore.
Bdizzle: i know haha
Bdizzle: but I'm glad to say I'm not going to be broken hearted about it. I'm not, I'm really not. Because I know it was all a bunch of shit

I think it's cute that, after he bitched me out he came to me the next day and was like, 'i told some people about our situation and they all said I was retarded and shouldn't have done that because that would push up you to cheat on me. So, I'm sorry and I know it was dumb please forgive me.' Then when my problem arising he says- i bet if you ask anyone about it they'd say you were dumb and to get over it bceause it's not that big of a deal.' cute that everyone agrees w/ me. because I think.. oh yeah... that's right I'M NOT FUCKING STUPID. I KNOW WHEN PEOPLE HIT ON OTHER PEOPLE.. I'VE MASTERED THE FUCKING SKILL THANK YOU.
I honestly wonder what it's going to be like afterwards and I smell cologne but I'm not wearing it and it's bugging me.
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