Because of you, I walk the line.

May 13, 2006 00:15

Beware Mortal men ...

Once upon a time, there was a boy who believed in fairytales, and happily ever afters. He lived a simple and quiet life, when he wasn't off adventureing. On Mondays and Tuesdays, he slew dragons. Wednesdays and Thursdays, he batttled Orcs to no end. And ofcourse, Fridays and Weekends, he was sailing the high seas as a dreaded swashbuckler, pilfering, plundering, and stealing the hearts of beautiful princess's where ever he went.

Hmm ... Well, thats the beginning to a book ive just recently started ... Im not too certain where it will go. Actually ... I think id rather write it into a screen play .. because I was having these magnificent images and ideas of exactly how that opening scene could work.

Maine .. was Unforgettable .. As it always seems to be. Maybe theres a magic in that place that tyes my strongest and fondest memories to it ...

:P

:-)

Now .. Summer begins .. I suppose.

I wrote 7 papers on the last day. 7, 5 page papers. I guess ... I can pull it all together when the rest of my life is truly on the line. :-/
I don't want to ever do that again though .. Im turning over a new chapter in my life .. Im taking more charge.

Surprisingly .. When you take charge of your life .. Things seem to almost happen more in your dice range ..
Well .. What I mean is ...

I just got a full time job in Construction. I feel motivated to work on my writing again. Ive officially turned my room at my parents house in my own Living quarters. (it honestly has everything now except a kitchen, and a bathroom.) Im seriously looking forward to the following academic year, and what my professors will have to offer me.
oh ... and I did get cast for the play ... the Director called me this morning.
So ... Ill see you all at rehursales. haha!

I guess ... It's just strange ...
A little more than half a year ago .. My life was going nowhere but straight down in not a spiral, but a complete nose dive ... I single handedly fucked up everything that was good in my life, and completely cracked under the all the stress, and pain that was the end result.
People were hurt ...
By everyone ...

But in the end ... Everyone grew.
Everyone learned something.
Everyone came to realise, that though this was a hardship .. It would pass, and even if it broke us. It would, and did show us what we were made of in the end.

Can I say my lifes direction, and end result is completely decided now?

Ofcourse not ... But I can say. That I am more today, than I have ever been.
And Everyones ticket to the future is blank.

Noone knows exactly what the end result is. So .. Live life to it's fullest.

Well part ways now, and take those seperate roads .. But in our minds .. we know that we still walk side by side. Watching the footfalls of the other. Praying they won't fall, but knowing we will be there to pick them up, and set them back on their feet again.

'Whose to say if we changed ... But, we changed for the good.'

Carpe, Diem.
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