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I know I haven't updated in a while, but there's just too much to fill in anyways. I'll sum it up..
My last week at JMU blew, hardcore. Finals sucked, I did sucky on them, saying goodbye to everyone sucked, not being able to properly say goodbye to people sucked, and all the other shit sucked too. I miss everyone already, and I think that's mostly because no one's back here yet, except my smeleanor :-D
I got my grades the other day. . . . let's just not go there. I'll be lucky if my parents let me go back next year. Maybe college just isn't for me, or maybe I was just too distracted. Hopefully next year will be much better.
And as far as other things go...I really just don't know. I'm sick and tired of feeling used, doing everything wrong, being insanely happy one moment and then insanely unhappy the next, being frustrated, feeling numb to everything, and i'm sick and tired of trying.
My last week at JMU blew, hardcore. Finals sucked, I did sucky on them, saying goodbye to everyone sucked, not being able to properly say goodbye to people sucked, and all the other shit sucked too. I miss everyone already, and I think that's mostly because no one's back here yet, except my smeleanor :-D
I got my grades the other day. . . . let's just not go there. I'll be lucky if my parents let me go back next year. Maybe college just isn't for me, or maybe I was just too distracted. Hopefully next year will be much better.
And as far as other things go...I really just don't know. I'm sick and tired of feeling used, doing everything wrong, being insanely happy one moment and then insanely unhappy the next, being frustrated, feeling numb to everything, and i'm sick and tired of trying.