I'm happy
I can smile now and it means something.....
Before I never wanted to get involved with boys because I have dreams to go to Australia, but now I'm really glad that I took the chance, because I'm really happy with Matt. He makes me smile for no apparent reason what so ever just the basic fact that hes there. And I love that he smiles so much around me, and we've gotten so close. I love that we have a healthy relationship and all we do is laugh when were around eachother. I hate that I dont see him as much as I wish, but when I do I'm thankfull for it. He told me that he loved me, and I was afraid to say it back but I did...and I ment it. For once I really mean it. And I do, I really do and I know he does too. I'm just....I dono you prolly dont wanna hear about this, but I'm so happy that I'm with him. I LOVE MATT.
Whit and I hung out, and it was nice, because I really missed her, I have many other friends and I love them to death and hold them dear to my heart, but Whit could never have been replaced. I like being around her again and it wasnt even wierd....it was like we had never really stoppped hanging out. I'm glad were getting close again.
Mal and I worked things out and I'm really happy about that too, cuz she was a close friend of mine and I liked to be able to talk to her about things. Were going to start hanging out more again which is cool cuz I missed her as well.
Man I really miss Mikey alot though, he is my bestfriend and I love talking to him. Hes one person that I understand best and I know it goes both ways. He knows me better then I know myself and I him. I care about him alot and miss hanging out with him and talking about random things alot, and really meaningfull things. Plus I hate to say it but I miss him teasing me lol.
Ugh well...I really like Trish, shes like one of the best people in the entire world to talk to about ANYTHING imaginable. Shes nice and sweet and knows how to cheer me up. Plus we laugh alot together and act like dorks lol.
I love my friends, there the greatest people to hang around with whether it be something really fun and dorky, partying or just laying around. Plus there all really nice to talk to. Thank you for being there.
Oh yes....and I miss my girls alot...you know who you are.
Dez <3