my homosexuality and i
The reason that I know that I am not gay. When a girl walks by I wonder to myself what does her vagina taste like. These are not the thoughts of a gay man.
I do watch a lot of porn. The man in the porn matters. An unattractive man can ruin the moment between my computer and me. So to say that I am not gay at all would be a lie. Especially since every now and then I see a guy and I take the moment to apreciate him being in my line of vision but I can never imagine a relationship in my head.
There was a time that I really thought I was gay because it was the only way I could explain how horrible I was at meeting girls. I am an attractive man and I am a funny man so all I could explain was that I was subconsciencely sabatoging myself. That is definitly not the case. I am just incredibly unfiltered and it is not going away.
Awaiting my moment in life that I will mature out of my impulsive nature has been a dream that I have given up on. My best approach to happiness has been to just find people that except it or find an audience that is entertained by it. Per capitia , Israel has the most of these kinds of people. A culture that has made me apear as a thoughtful person
I do watch a lot of porn. The man in the porn matters. An unattractive man can ruin the moment between my computer and me. So to say that I am not gay at all would be a lie. Especially since every now and then I see a guy and I take the moment to apreciate him being in my line of vision but I can never imagine a relationship in my head.
There was a time that I really thought I was gay because it was the only way I could explain how horrible I was at meeting girls. I am an attractive man and I am a funny man so all I could explain was that I was subconsciencely sabatoging myself. That is definitly not the case. I am just incredibly unfiltered and it is not going away.
Awaiting my moment in life that I will mature out of my impulsive nature has been a dream that I have given up on. My best approach to happiness has been to just find people that except it or find an audience that is entertained by it. Per capitia , Israel has the most of these kinds of people. A culture that has made me apear as a thoughtful person