if you see dark skies/ in my sad eyes/ it just means that i can't find no cover
ok, well here's why i wanna throw in the towel:
1) i have 3 exams tomorrow...
2)my dad is now going to be gone for a whole year instead of 6 months, and i might not get a chance to say goodbye to him...
3) the whole rose fiasco...
4) jason's best friend brendan got hit by a car and killed today, and i had to put on a happy face at work and pretend that i wasn't hysterically crying 5 minutes before i got there...
5) my grandma went unconscious in a restaurant in the bahamas and fell and broke 3 ribs, and they have no idea why she even passed out to begin with...
i give up...if it can get any worse, please, someone tell me now so i'm at least prepared this time...this is the week from hell and it's barely even thursday. i guess maybe i should start going to church again or something, i can't handle much more...i never stress or worry about anything, and i'm always cool calm and collected...but i'm about to snap under all this pressure and i really can't afford to do that right now...but tomorrow is a new day, and after my 3 exams tomorrow i'm praying that i'll find the silver lining in this huge, catastrophic cloud...until then, i'll just take it as it comes, i suppose...sorry if i'm depressing, my life's just a little chaotic right now...thanks for reading, whoever reads this, i appreciate it...i love you all!!!
1) i have 3 exams tomorrow...
2)my dad is now going to be gone for a whole year instead of 6 months, and i might not get a chance to say goodbye to him...
3) the whole rose fiasco...
4) jason's best friend brendan got hit by a car and killed today, and i had to put on a happy face at work and pretend that i wasn't hysterically crying 5 minutes before i got there...
5) my grandma went unconscious in a restaurant in the bahamas and fell and broke 3 ribs, and they have no idea why she even passed out to begin with...
i give up...if it can get any worse, please, someone tell me now so i'm at least prepared this time...this is the week from hell and it's barely even thursday. i guess maybe i should start going to church again or something, i can't handle much more...i never stress or worry about anything, and i'm always cool calm and collected...but i'm about to snap under all this pressure and i really can't afford to do that right now...but tomorrow is a new day, and after my 3 exams tomorrow i'm praying that i'll find the silver lining in this huge, catastrophic cloud...until then, i'll just take it as it comes, i suppose...sorry if i'm depressing, my life's just a little chaotic right now...thanks for reading, whoever reads this, i appreciate it...i love you all!!!